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Ten days

one sad
two mad
three bad
four
five
six sad
seven mad
eight mad
nine bad
ten sad

it's all good. promise me. please.

two the wonderful years

the choices we made felt right. once we start to choose apart, senses can be dulled by logic and desires.
The choice is not easy, and it wasn't even the right one.
There should be a better way, but we're stuck like a Minotaur in the heart of a maze, in the left venticle of a snake. Many choices, goodnight, goodbye.

Leaving us with:
"Pleasure only makes pain so much harder to bear."

The Little Things

OK.
I'm a living sappy love song.
The corniest of the corny... and... well... my demon blood seems to be asleep.
I can SO relate to ridiculous love songs and "love at first sight" whatevers. Sucks for a sarcastic, depressive creature like yours truly.

Soundtrack for the week:

Simple and Clean by Utada Hikaru.

I love belting out this song. Just as much as I was yodeling Imago's Akap last year. :) Songs have such power. I recommend you look up the video of Kingdom Hearts in youtube. Powerful stuff.

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

You're giving me too many things
Lately you're all I need
You smiled at me and said,

Don't get me wrong I love you
But does that mean I have to meet your father?
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said "No,
I don't think life is quite that simple"

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

The daily things
(like this and that and what ...)
that keep us all busy
all confusing me thats when u came to me and said,

Wish i could prove i love you
but does that mean i have to walk on water?
When we are older you'll understand
It's enough when i say so,
And maybe somethings are that simple

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings THE FUTURE DOESN'T SCARE ME AT ALL
NOTHING'S LIKE BEFORE!!!

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before!!!!

Aaand another discovery:

Sora, by Yoko Kanno (I'm such a fan)
Sung by Shanti Snyder

Win dain a lotica
En val tu ri
Si lo ta
Fin dein a loluca
En dragu a sei lain
Vi fa-ru les shutai am
En riga-lint

Win chent a lotica
En val turi
Silota
Fin dein a loluca
Si katigura neuver
Floreria for chesti
Si entina

Lalala
Fontina Blu Cent
De cravi esca letisimo
Lalala
De quantian
La finde reve

Win dain a lotica
En vai tu ri
Si lo ta
Fin dein a loluca
En dragu a sei lain
Vi fa-ru les shutai am
En riga-lint

It's in Ancient Romanji, roughly translated to:


In the darkness
The dragon wakes.
The dragon awakens.
To a heart that is
numbed with cold
the dragon takes.


With you at my side the
dragon sleeps.
On dragon wings
your wishes will leap.

lalala...
your wishes can
bring forth a destructive future.
lalala...
or you can
bring salvation.

In the darkness
The dragon wakes.
The dragon awakens.
To a heart that is
numbed with cold
the dragon takes.

Jhoanna will be back next week I can't hardly wait...

EBC Schedule of fun!

EBC is celebrating Brasilipinas 2007... so if you've ever wondered what the hell Capoeira is all about, drop by these venues and check it out!

September 9 & 16
Sunday, 4:00pm-6:00pm
Glorietta 3 Park
An afternoon of capoeira, zips, futkal and samba!

September 17
Monday, 7:30pm-10pm
Manila Polo Club Dojo, Makati
EBC Idol 2007

September 18, 19 & 20
Tues, Wed, & Thurs, 7:30pm-11:00pm
Xavier School badminton courts, Greenhills
Capoeira Workshops

September 21
Friday, 9:00pm onwards
Magnet, Bonifacio High Street
Brasilipinas 2007 Festival

September 22
Saturday, 3:00pm-7:00pm
Xavier School wooden basketball court, Greenhills
EBC Philippines 5th Batizado & Troca de Corda

Plus free movie screening of Brazilian films in the theater of Fully Booked
High Street (details to follow) and loads of other shows and demos lined up.

See you there!

whirlwind

(to the soundtrack of low bass)
apprehension
nervous
new thing
new rules
old game
... scared.

Sick ramblings that will be deleted when I start to feel better
haven't felt this weak for quite some time now... it is interesting to drive to work with your eyes closed. too tired.
it could be all the cough medicine giving me this very fluffy feeling. Like wanting to close my eyes for a second and my energy will dissipate like an inefficient low flame... dying...
PERK.

I wanna tell you babe that you're the one I'm thinking of
But your heart is still with her and I think that she's the one that you love
I only want you happy even if it's not with me
Maybe one day you'll open up your eyes and see
that I think I'm fallin'
maybe I'm falling for you
yeah I think I'm fallin'
baby I'm fallin for you
From the first time you laid your lips on mine
It feels like the smile on my face
Will last till the end of time
But I'm not sure you're the one that I should pursue
My mind tell me no, but my heart only says that it's you
Rhat i think I'm fallin
Maybe I'm fallin for you
Yeah I think I'm fallin
Baby I'm fallin for you
Only time will tell
Mystery has yet to unfold
Who's gonna feel those warmth
And the other left in the cold
Yet still I'm fallin maybe I'm fallin for you
Yeah I think I'm fallin
Baby I'm fallin for you
That I think I'm fallin
Maybe I'm fallin for you
Yeah I think I'm fallin
Baby I'm fallin for you

I fell.